Frustration had been building inside me, and I wanted to blame God.After all, in his sovereignty, this was what he'd chosen, or allowed, for me—and I didn't like it.
Think of conversation as a tennis match in which the players lob the ball back and forth. They ask personal or sensitive questions that put the other person on the defensive. If feeling inhibited is a problem for some people, others go to the opposite extreme: they use a date as an opportunity to purge and vent. What do I do if because he hasn't given me a spouse?A while ago the Lord began to deal with me about my own anger toward him over my singleness.I knew I had to admit to my anger, but I was afraid to do so.I thought, But then one day several things in my life went wrong in rapid succession, and I blew up.Like the moon reflecting the sun's rays, spouses can reflect the truth about their mates, but they don't them valuable!